despite being covered in way too many mosquito bites and having to deal with "special" children five days a week... i fucking love india

holy fucking shit.... it is 7 am (injun time) and i have been awake since 5. mind you, its been exactly like this every single day for the past 7 days. ive only been here in calcutta a week and im already about to blow my brains out. between friends and desperate housewives reruns, my grandmother INSISTING that we visit the country club every damn ( Read more... )

im a jealous person. i never really thought id say this about myself... just cuz ive always found jealousy to be kind of pointless, seeing as it doesnt change a persons situation at all... it just makes them feel worse. but regardless. im a jealous person. and for all of u going "ayesha fucking forget about nick"... ITS NOT JUST HIM (although the ( Read more... )

the time has come the walrus said
to talk of other things
of shoes and ships and ceiling wax
of cabbages and kings....

bottom line... cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.

i do recall procrastination being one of the things i was gonna stop this year.... clurrrrrrly not ( Read more... )

sometimes... i sit in my bed staring into space for what seems like hours... not really knowing quite how i feel. today was a prime example. after a rather excessively caloric meal of overpriced burgers and fries at Burger Heaven avec talya, izzie and brita... i came back home, promptly changed into shorts and a tshirt, and proceeded to situate ( Read more... )

all i need in this life of sin....

i no i havent written in a while.... and so much has happened. theres no point going into detail.... seeing as everyone already knows what happened on that infamous half day in the life of ayesha bhagat. but honestly.... right now im in the most pissed off mood, not knowing what the hell to do with myself.... and all i can do is rant. so get ready ( Read more... )

its amazing how much i hate snow.... but how truly beautiful it is outside right now... walking through the park and seeing the gates against the snow was probably one of the most beautiful things ive seen in a long time... and coming from someone who has little to no patience or appreciation for things that are not materialistic, that is truly ( Read more... )

another valentines day come and gone.... suprise suprise ayesha has no boyfriend.... but to be honest... i didnt really mind all that much... the day ended well.
mwaz