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So while at work tonight ( long boring night shift) I was facebook stalking people and I came across the little whore that brian cheated on me with after he came home from iraq but before he came home to redding, she was another soldiers wife.....disgusting right?....so anyway, now I'm left feeling like I did after I first found out more than a ( Read more... )

so my husband and i get into a spat tonight, instead of yelling and being aggresive like i usually do, i leave thinking this would be the better choice, and when i call him so we can work things out, he tells me he wants a divorce, huh? seriously? says hes at am/pm getting cigs and we can talk when we both get home, come to find out that hes at a ( Read more... )

well the divorce is under way! im trying my best to deal with the fall out, let go of some of this anger and move on.......

so i took a little trip down memory lane and i want to just delete this whole journal, i am ashamed of the wanton little whore that i was and not only that but i put it all out there for everyone to see, i look back at the enteries and the comments and think man i must have been in a real bad spot, because now i can see that i did have a circle of ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to begin..its been years and hell lilly is almost five and i've been married almost two years, but i jut bneeded a space to write and talk that was going to get picked up and moved around....so anyways anyone if there is anyone who is going to read this thats where i am............even though i have been married just over a ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm...new AMANDA.....YAY...

oh hello sweet livejournal......i have missed you and missed writing to you and letting all that is inside out......i will be here more often.......

so i went and saw that movie JARHead and it left me heartbroken with an unsettled soul. i cant imagine my sweet gentle paul , my paul, my carefree do anything for you paul, involved in anything as evil as the images that i saw tonight! the movie was about desert storm , but its the same place and the same enemy, just a different title and reason. ( Read more... )

so Aaron and i broke up! he said that he couldnt do the distance that he needs someone who he can call up and hang out with, which i guess is fair, but he was really shady about the whole thing so it pissed me off a little.....it's cool though i'm not heart broken or anything, i'm a little sad though cause he was a really great person , i liked a ( Read more... )