so yeah i havent been keeping up on my journal and the stuff that is on it is superfical,,so here is the real shit, kevin and i broke up (for good this time) however we cant afford to move out so we are still livivng in the same house sharing a bedroom and a bed, it's werid and i hate it but i'm stuck...i've been seeing this guy we will just call ( Read more... )

i have a new 3bd 2 ba house that i get to move into today so hooray for me! happy birthday to Kari and Ashlynn for turning 20 today

i have the most wonderful daughter in the world!

So i have been back in redding for a little more then a week and things are good, i am sharing an apartment with my sister and kevin lives with his parents. we are broken up and things arereally confusing R.J calls me often and he always make my emotions run high. he hates the ARMY and wants to come ,it makes me really sad to see himso upset i ( Read more... )

hooray were finially going home to redding in less then two days i am so excited, except that i hate packing, it sucks really hard cause i have a whole apartment to pack this time and not just my room and man i have a lot of stuff i know it dosent seem like it when every thing is in it's place but holly smokes and man lillian has the most stuff of ( Read more... )

so last night out of the blue i get a phone call from Mr. Robert Early ( thats R.J. for anyone that doesnt know) himself. i was so glad to hear from him he has been on the edge of my mind for weeks now flittering in and out at the most unexpected times. It is so werid the way that we do that he said he called because he had a dream about me and ( Read more... )

ah yes susnaville is still a middle of nowhere sucky town , but the good news is that kevin is looking for a job in redding so my life might get a little more interesting sson, so being a mom is a really tiring job, no sleep, no time to make yourself beautiful and work out what is that..but it is all worth it because i have this beautiful little ( Read more... )

LILLIAN GRACE KILLGORE WAS BORN ON JAN.10TH 2004 AT 6:36 PM SHE WAS 7LBS AND 12 OZ I AM SO HAPPY BUT DONT HAVE ALOT OF TIME TALK LATER AMANDAH

hello anyone who reads my journal.... i am going to have a baby in less than 4 weeks and i am scared shitless, it is going to hurt really bads aaaaahhhhhhh anyway merry christmas to everyone i haven't been on because the internet has been done here at the good old susanville library not a whole lot of news anyway, my family will be here tommorrow ( Read more... )