i hate goodbyes ( Read more... )

i hate but love wanting you.
it tears me up inside.
i think i like it.

want me back.
you wont regret it.
deal?
ok good.

im happy ( Read more... )

im sittin here thinkin about all the times i let you get to me. and all the times i got to you. and all the times we screwed each other over. as soon as  i convinced my heart i was better off your picture entered my mind once again. i could remember the taste of your lips. and they way you made me believe your lies. hope is lost for anything more ( Read more... )

i could not just let this journal
fade away and lose its existence
its the story of my life from the past year
i am much too attached

you are beautiful
i am unfortunate
i have kept this frozen image of us
locked in my heart

i wish i didnt have a photographic memory.
then i wouldnt have to see all these things in my mind.

i have lost my sense of judgement.
and yesterday i bought a one-way ticket to hell. joy.

officially had my first anxiety attack ( Read more... )

giving blood tomorrow ( Read more... )

is it possible to feel awkward with just thinking about someone. because its usually just awkward feelings when your with certain people or if certain things happen. but is it possible just to feel completely awkward and uncomfortable just thinking. if not what is this feeling then ( Read more... )

well i found my prom dress ( Read more... )