blackhole005 (10:22:14 PM): something about the bark strikes me as you-ish. i mean, not because you're particularly delicate, but somehow birch bark is pretty in the same way you are

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So I found out I can graduate early. Maybe I will. I want to make sure I get in all the courses I need to specialize in wetland conservation, though ( Read more... )

I'm going to write in here now. From now on, that is.

Does anyone read it?

Post and let me know. Just curious.

Sometimes, knowledge makes it so that you put little pieces of your heart all over the place in public places for people to walk all over without even knowing any better.

Is there even anything I can do?

I've been sitting in the library for about 5 hours pretending to study. I have made a grocery shopping list, changed my desktop background at least 8 times, changed my AIM font to match my buddy icon, checked facebook and my email about 100 times each, and have no progessed to the nostalgia that for me seems to be inevitable once my mind runs out ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when I take the time to actually consider notions instead of just skimming over them and taking them for granted as a part of my belief system, something unnerving happens. I realize that they just aren't. Part of my belief system, that is. I realize that given the opportunity to form my own opinions, what I wind up with is something ( Read more... )

Eh ( Read more... )

I knew this would happen. This always happens. I'm such an idiot.

I know I have a hard time trusting people. It's just going to happen again. Deja vu. Why would this time be any different?

Oh no.

:(

i don't know why i feel this way; all resigned, autumnal, fading into winter and knowing it but still putting off the actual feeling of descent...maybe if i close my eyes i won't see it happen this year, maybe if i look at something else it'll catch my attention for long enough ( Read more... )

August already ( Read more... )