hollywood hills.

pointless thrills.

It smells like life.

Like tries.

Like things that once were in piles.

Things that once were real.

They all lie.

Superficiallity.

You are a comedian.

A sad movie that I once gazed upon.

I'm moving to California on Monday or Tuesday.

I've been contemplating life, as usual. Everyday, different thoughts. Some days I've been concentrating on past emotions, the way those now lost people once felt when they were in reach, the way time unravels happy hearts and binds the saddened ( Read more... )

I'm really sleepy this morning. I got a couple of hours of sleep last night, not too bad, but I wish I would have gotten more. I don't feel like cleaning right now, which is crazy. It's really quiet and I'm enjoying every second of it. My dad wont be back from Indiana until Monday, and the silence is nice. This week has been so hectic, this was ( Read more... )

A lot has happened recently. I don't know what to think. I keep praying and contemplating on what steps I should take in nearly every area of my life. I've taken on a few extra roles. I need to memorize my parts and not cave in under the weight of everything. When I have a second to breathe I'll start to figure life out, but for now I'm a jumbled

Everything has been amazing lately. I've been putting everything into perspective. There have been a few nights that have completely blown my mind. Someone just completely blows my mind ( Read more... )

At first thought that maybe my vocabulary skills aren't as good as I had always thought they were, because I can't find a word for this feeling, a word to describe you, but then I had a second thought and realized that no one ever really made a word for this, and I'm sort of glad, because it would be the only word I would ever want to say, and ( Read more... )

Last night was wonderful.

:]

And I'm sick.

But it's ok.

I feel amazing.

I can't thank God enough.

<3

Break the spells ( Read more... )

Yesterday was ( Read more... )