So it seems like a lifetime since Ive updated. I got accepted into the University of Arizona. So it looks like I wont be moving back to California anytime soon. I cant really decide if thats a good thing or not yet. I love arizona and my friends here and ofcourse the band ... but I was really looking forward to living with my dad and being able to ( Read more... )

I walk alone .....

I love Pookey
I hate cancer
I dont like kaydie (somewhere inside kind of)
I dotn like midgets
I dont like bugs
I love pookey
I like christmas
I dont like liars
i like life

and im gay.

Im sick.

I dont know how long I have to live.

I love Katy Cole more than anything in the world and without her by my side .. Id have no reason to fight this.

This is a battle ... that I must fight for Katy and the brother I lost .. Kolton. I wont let go, I wont give up ... no matter how much it takes and how much it hurts ... I wont give up. I wont ( Read more... )

Bury your head ( Read more... )

Ok so. I need to get this all out. This is all for her.

Katy loveofmylife, kk, kdawg, my sister, my best friend .....

I dont even know where to start. I love you more than my own life istelf. I care about you more than anything in this world and without you I would not be me. Ive known you for as long as I can remember and in that time youve become ( Read more... )

I'll never understand the things some people do.
Seriously what are they thinking?
God damn it pisses me off.
Why the fuck do you do that?!!
Shit ... do you think it makes you cool or something?
Tell the fucking truth.
Lies get you nowhere.
FUCK.
Im pissed.
Thats seriously so dicked up.
GOD!
I should go before I end up breaking something.
Hope everyone has a ( Read more... )

So...I dont like to write in this thing, but I do every once in a while when Katy or Danni makes me. Lifes been pretty good lately, I got in a bike accident last week so I was in the hospital for a few days ... broke a few ribs and my right ankle and left knee. I was in a wheelchair but I got sick of that thing so I just hobble around the house now ( Read more... )

fuck you all

Summer officially sucks. Big surprise. Ive been to one good party. Im just waiting, and counting down the days until July 6th rolls around and I get to go to San Diego for Warped Tour. And I get to see my best friend in the entire world. = ). I miss KT so much. I got in a fight with my dad last night and he hit me with a baseball bat ... I have a ( Read more... )