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Emptiness overwhelm this heart.
Confusion overcomes this lonely one.
I cant see all that I want.
I just wanna be left alone to mull.

I'm selfish, I'm stupid, I'm silly.
I'm not sure if I can love.

I'm not good enough,
there's more to me than what you can see.
These, would kill you.
Can I not let another innocent soul get hurt?

Can I not go through this ( Read more... )

I guess Mr Tan is right, for once. Besides all his incessant naggings about our name tags, litter and homework, and the lamest ways ever to pick on a student, I guess deep down in his teeny tiny heart, he really does care. I hope to think of it that way, rather than just him doing his job. We need to work double-ly hard. Instead of going up with ( Read more... )

Hee, I just woke that boy up from his sleep, accidentally of course. I miss him and all the fun times we had. Now, all that's coming is the exams. He's having N levels now. He seems pretty alright about it. Haha. Right, he wont be as paranoid as I am. The O levels is coming too. It just dawned on me that it's only a month more. That's pretty fast ( Read more... )

It was his sister's boyfriend, Raymond's birthday yesterday. All their friends were there and I guess we feel pretty weird! Lol. But it was fun nonetheless! All the munching on the yummy food. And we took Rusty for a long walk to Simei. Did I tell you I absolutely adore that dog? (= Someone walked past us and muttered, "Do not be afraid of the dark ( Read more... )

Dear diary,
1) I am so pissed at him.
2) I am so pissed with myself.
3) I'm so pissed with a bunch of 4/8s.

N levels is in 3 days. He goes out till 4pm when school finishes at 1 plus. Not that I mind him going out, BUT, hello, N level? 3 days? I am so so worried for him. I prayed, hoped, push (to only a SMALL extent) but he cant seem to tell my ( Read more... )

We both broke down and cried. I cant believe how our lifes have changed. My life in SAC isnt worth much reflecting about. Friendships, what are they? Ever-changing relationships. But one person stood by me. Through my break-ups and joys. That person is my bestie. I love her ever so much. I know she has to go. No point harbouring over it and not ( Read more... )

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call

I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know

[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can ( Read more... )

When I put up a smile for all to see, dont be deceived by it. I dont know why I do that for anyway. I'm just painfully smiling all the sorrows away. When I really wanna break down, I dont know who to turn to. Who would actually understand me and comfort me without telling me to stop crying, and scolding me for doing so. I am obviously saddened by ( Read more... )

PAUL TWOHILL IS
HOT!
HOT!
HOT!

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