i've been telling myself that i need to start writing again. did some research on online journals- way too much fucking info! so, here i be. i hope lj has an app *insert thinking emoji here!?* wtf.

been going through old entries in all my journals for the last week, just trying to find any tangible memories that i have of or with les. i can't ( Read more... )

my mom is a crazy asshole bitch right now. couple of months ago she comes at me with this bullshit info that my dad may not really be.. my dad.. and over the time of about a week tells me about this guy 'tom' who was her first love and they are still friends and her initial story was that he randomly realized.. hey.. i fucked you like 23 years ago ( Read more... )

weird mood tonight. kind of a funk. guess i am missing alicia and maybe some late pmsing but i've just been so wrapped up in things i haven't had time to stop and let things catch up with me. blah. lady b is coming to pick me up. we're going to hooters for some beers. she is cool people. eventually i'll write about vegas

vegas. 10 hours. here i come.

dude. its been a whiiiiiiile. life is good.ish. i'm on probation for 2 years for my dwi but my new probation officer is way cute. nice. alicia and i are about to move in together. a whole 8 months.... like my second longest relationship, right? i think. one thats worth anything anyway. i'm driving dale's festiva becuase mine's in a junkyard ( Read more... )

wow. so as usual, things are changing. out with the old, in with the new? this 2 jobs bullshit sucks some serious balls but i think i'm actually about to quit blockbuster already. i'm scheduled at both places at the same time tonight and sunday night. busta tomorrow morning, carino's tomorrow night... i just dont have the stamina to keep this shit ( Read more... )

i have an interview at blockbuster at 3. wish me luck. not that 3 years of experience there isnt enough luck but, you know.. just incase. for now the plan is to keep both jobs because... why not? i dont really like working at carino's and i dont really get anything out of it [ie 5 free movies a week] but i finally enjoy a lot of the people i work ( Read more... )

jill broke her leg and i can't stop laughing... is that horrible? lmao! too funny.

i love love love it when postsecret is posted early. it makes my day :)

hey, its july.

i had a wonderful time last night. hung out with this girl amanda from work and she is fucking CRAZY. cool as hell though. we shot some pool... they're all sharks so it made me look bad... not like playing the lesbos here or anyone in waco, lol. so i only played one game against her then beat a drunk guy. heh. kick 'em while they're down!!! yeah. ( Read more... )