I think I'm done with this journal, I haven't written in it in two years or so. I never liked it, rosey fruitloop is definitely not how I feel, and I'm making another one, because a place to write freely is a sacred place.
good vibes to all, happy summer!

It's the middle of July, it's 1:30 in the morning, I'm listening to Modest Mouse because they make everything better, Everyone is asleep but me, it's dark and drafty in my living room and I can hear raccoons outside chattering away like possessed china dolls on crack. (Yeah, I know.) It's funny how different, yet the same this summer is from the ( Read more... )

God dammit, it has been a really long time since Ive updated ( Read more... )

I hate horoscopes. yet, i am always going by them for some small ounce of hope. mine recently have been like ( Read more... )

1. Pick a band or musician ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot about this year lately. All the changes. So much has happened, yet so little has changed at the same time? somehow? Even though we all keep going through these depressed times, I think everyone is more stable this year. Freshman year, atleast for me, was so....unstable. I was so fucking sad and helpless feeling. I didn't ( Read more... )

I just realized:I have ruined another journal. With Alex. He's like this obnoxious stain on my shirt that won't come out, it just lays there, blaring out to the world. I don't even realize that I'm obsessing about him on here. That is really fucking annoying, good god ( Read more... )

Man, oh man. Well. This is just. wonderful, again. So I came on here because I wanted to rant my life away again. But then I read Jessica's update on Laine, and it made me feel so happy for jessica that she can be so strong in the heart and not afraid to say, "You are ruining my life, fuck off ( Read more... )

this is the journal i posted on deviantart on Sunday night. Yes, I am too lazy to make an original journal for lj. (I'm sorry. I love you though ( Read more... )

this is how I feel ( Read more... )