its been a long time I wrote here. I am so not confident. what does it take to be confident. What should I do to have some and why am I so negative. My mom thinks I don't believe myself and so I am so negative. I do not recall incidents in life which would make me the way I am but I can never get myseld to think positive. Its bothering me and my ( Read more... )

What are festivals for? I think they are for people to getotgether, eat and have a good time. But what significance do these festivals have when you are in a land where it is not a festival for everybody and then you just make what you are supposed to and eat. Plus if you dont knowhow to make it well you can't even call people. plus all indian ( Read more... )

Is it okay for one to be friends and go out alone with thier ex-flames. I am thinking about this. Can people who once had a relationship be friends and not have any nostalgia or rememberence that once they were not "Just Friends". Can they still be best of friends and have no attraction whatsoever ( Read more... )

What are moods? Well have not been able to answer that. There are some days when you get up in the morning and feel bad, just bad about everything. It was one of those days for me. I felt crappy... yeah thats the word and the weather did not help. It was cloudy and dark just like my mood. I felt what had I achieved in life?WHat was I doing? What ( Read more... )

learning to type. had a good new years eve and a good weekend, why did i never learn to type... well i can type pretty fast now without seeing but my fingers are not coordinated and it pains. So I need to learn typing ( Read more... )

I spoke to a very good and old friend of mine yesterday for an hour. we were great friends. we met everyday. and shared everything. at least she shared everything. then something happened after i got engaged. she stopped talking to me completely. completely. God knows what happened, I have to ask her what happened. we have

Made a friend... I do not know who it is but I am interested in classical dance and the name intrigues me ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. Who doesn't? first I had cough and now the cough medicine has upset my stomach so I can't eat. I have been reading people's blog and they write so well and post pictures and stuff, how do they have time. How do they do it. Here I am brooding, not knowing what to do as I can't eat and am trying to eat an excellent tofu bhindi ( Read more... )

I have been so depressed and angry with myself the last 2 days. somehow I want to do a lot of things but am not getting them done as I am not getting to it ( Read more... )

I was trying to look if there are people with common interest. well there are horrifying people...
i dont want them to read my entries...
thats all for now