I am so happy. Still pissed off michael is an arse n hardly chats to me. BUT Vitaly is gorgeous and seems so genuine. ^^ It's looovely ( Read more... )

Knew it. We're on a break. Still together. But on a break until he sorts out his head. I just hope to God he doesn't enjoy being on a break. I need him. I want him. I love him.

I'm heart brokem (cheesy moment btw) even though we are still together.

Am I looking into everything too much? I'm so bored. but not of him. But im scared he is of me. we hardly talk now. its like me n can all over again. seriously. why cant i ever get it right? maybe i should move to essex and become a slag... he seems to find them more interesting. he talks about them 24/7. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM. plus he said he ( Read more... )

Ok, so I sang in the leavers service- does that mean it's over?? :P it was shit tho... n e way im not gona go on bout that cos ill just work my self up into moany bitch mode ( Read more... )

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!! Flagenflooblahbarabeeeeeeesickle. Leavers on Thurs. I'm suffering from a mild stroke. No need to panic. I just can't breathe and have a slight pain in my chest and shooting pains running up and down my left arm. It's fiiine. I CAN'T SING IN THE LEAVERS SERVICE, WHAT WAS I THINKING? GETTING UP THERE IN CHURCH INFRONT ( Read more... )

The soppy bastard said it. HE SAAAAIIIDD IIIITTTT!! hahahahahaha. And I aint never gona let him live it down. X

I didn't even do the annotation on my design ideas. I absolutely hate myself, and Jack for kicking us out of school, so what if it was quater to 7? I have failed the one thing I wanted to succeed in so badly. Fuck it all. If Richard Branson can be a million billionaire without having any GCSE's then so can I fuckers.

oh yea babyyy.

Ok, so it's only been a week n a bit since we broke up but... I finally have the guy I've wanted since foreverrr ILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIM.

It was almost 5 months... wow.