Ricky and I have been together for 8 months now.....I love you more than anything baby.

Stupid fucking movie....FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! DONT SEE IT ( Read more... )

"Well maybe tommorrow

Ill see further then my little head allows me to"

I give up. I am so sick of people. Maybe Im thinking too much into things and should just walk away from everything. It seems that if I did though it would be like walking away frma plane crash and not helping anyone or anything. Which is somehting I should do right now. I fucking hate everything right now except for a few select people and ( Read more... )

So Ozzfest is fucking awesome and I want to go back NOW. It was so great. I got to meet Mustis, Galder, and Vortex from Dimmu Borgir. Got to meet one of the guys form Lacuna Coil as well...blew me a kiss...made me fucking happy....I ahd a great time...moshing an d croud surfing....excepot that one guy offered to helkp me crowd surf by offering ( Read more... )

Funniest thing anyone has said to me:
Damien: Are those death marks on your neck? (asking about the bite marks on my neck...compliments of Will)
Ally: Death marks?
Stephanie: (to me with a seriosus look) YOU GOTHIC FOOL!

I dont know what to say. I hate being me right now. I want to fall asleep. When sleeping you just forget. Now I get why depressed people sleep. I want to sleep. I want to not wake up for a week. Just sleep and not dream ( Read more... )

There is always something left undone-just one little piece-so everything is not alright-and nothing ever will be.

Eating life and consumes yet more ( Read more... )

Gliding through the starless night ( Read more... )