I always wished that I could take a break from this world, let my eyebrows grow in...and just be by myself. Everyone thinks that I am Miss Social butterfly..that I need people around me constantly,,,that I am all about the jokes, the fun, the plans. Well one side of me does like a lot of interaction,,but there is another side of me that feels ( Read more... )

My grandfather died and I am getting surgery tomorrow,,,,so sleeping really isn't in the cards tonight. I guess I will amuse myself by filling out this incredibly long survey....you guys can get to know me better ( Read more... )

Wow!!! I just read the latest journals and you kids are depressing!!! I think sometimes people like to be down, they get comfortable with it, they surround themeselves with other negative people, and they all wade in a pool of angry, pessimistic, and hopeless water together. Not everyone wins the lotto,,,or lands the perfect job...but true ( Read more... )

I realized yesterday that I have gone out every single night since the last day of exams in December. I have been going at such a fast pace, that life is starting to feel like a severe opium trip, and I am finding it more and more difficult to be still and alone. I figure the only way to get back to normal is to force myself to stay home a night... ( Read more... )

It is amazing how much you learn about yourself once you write your life history down on paper. I am writing a novel that is loosly based on my life and it is scary to see how occupied I have been with boys since puberty. I believe myself to be an intelligent, ambitious, mature, and grounded individual, but on occasion my boycraziness has ( Read more... )

So I went out for coffee with Mr. Wrong today,,,thinking that after the date was over I would be left disappointed,,,,because a feeling like this never lasts right? Unfortunately just the opposite happened,,,,I left Chapters (hook up joint of the millennium) more excited, more encouraged, and happier than ever. Aside from all the positive feelings ( Read more... )

Only one more exam to go yeh!!!!!!!! Life is good. Last night we had an Herbal One Christmas Party at the Keg. I love the Keg because it incorporates the classiness of fine dining with pub like portions and atmosphere. Only girls can go to a restaurant at 6:00 and stay until 11:00. We covered all topics ranging from friends, to boyfriends, to ( Read more... )

I know what everyone expects me to write about,,,but I am not going to give them the satisfaction. I am done writing about it, I am done talking about it, done analyzing it, and done crying over it. Cause really there is nothing left to say, not all friends are forever......and nothing ever stays the same. The only profitable way of looking at the ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, not because there was'nt anything to write about....trust me there was plenty to write about. The reason I haven't been writing is because my skills have been put to better use somewhere else...University papers. I am taking a break from the essay treachery, and writing for me for a change, (and whoever else reads ( Read more... )

I have been criticized for being too emo in these things,,,but hey livejournal is my therapy.... so leave me alone. When I started writing in here, I was a heartbroken, bible doubting sinic....but over time I have morphed into something completely different. The scar on my heart has faded nicely...my beliefs have been emphatically confirmed...and ( Read more... )