Arriving at work a little early today...I feel like I should roll out a cot here or something....eating sleeping and breathing Funtan lately. This bagel and tea from Tim Hortons feels like heaven this morning and I experience a sense of tranquility as I watch the fish swim around thier tank ( Read more... )

I know I know.....it has been a while...but I am back people. A lot...I mean a lot has been going on in this girl's life...I feel like I have just spent the last month in an mental institution and now I am out... pretty well cured from all my afflictions. Sometimes you have to go through really shitty times. If noone ever experienced despair,,,why ( Read more... )

If life ever brings me down again, I am going to remember how quickly things can turn around. Exams are finished, I'm living with Dad, and I met a new boy ....mind you he's 32 and could be a pimp but still its all so exciting ( Read more... )

Not tired yet and in the mood to fill out one of those "getting to know your friends" surveys....come on guys you know these are fun ( Read more... )

I am writing a book loosly based on my life. I say loosly because not everything in this book has happened to me. This is a letter written by the main character Laney, to a guy that she once had a ambiguous relationship with ( Read more... )

I am just getting back from the salon I can't believe it is this late. I went in there for a tan around 10:00.... and my boss wasn't feeling well so I offered to close. I took my tan, and took my time cleaning and things. I think I just didn't want to come home. My house is feeling less and less like a home these days...instead it is frustration, ( Read more... )

'God, the relationships in my life that are wrong, please stop them. the relationships that are right, let NOTHING stop them."

Thanks Linds for keeping that in my head:) I love you

There is hardly a person on earth who does not want to be loved. The security and satisfaction that love ( Read more... )

I worked all day and I am in the mood to just relax with my computer and fill out one of these long "getting to know you surveys ( Read more... )

I think it is time for another dose of morphine....yes the doctors have me on the hard shit now. Did you know that morphine is physically addictive?? I always know when the 3 hour mark hits because I start to get really hot and sweaty,,my head gets dizzy like the spins after too much drinking, I even sometimes hallucinate. And don't even get me ( Read more... )