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Dear Diary ( Read more... )

ok! nevermind! :-D

well, today has been thoroughly underwhelming

wanting you is completely wrong, a small betrayal, pointless because i'm leaving in two months and there's probably no way you would go out with me anyway...
and yet...

After going to Boston, I've been making lists-- to-do, internships I want to apply for, places I want to live next year ( Read more... )

sometimes life hands you days full of big smiles and "this is good stir-fry" and "i love you"s
sometimes life hands you "WTF"s and "too late"s and wet pantcuffs
and sometimes you get both in one day, and you smile. because at least it's balanced.

what will get harder and what will get easier in the future? I can't imagine anything will generally get harder or easier, but merely different areas will phase in and out of their respective problems. What bothers me that things are rarely in equilibrium. Everything needs maintenance ( Read more... )

i'm tired of the no-chinks-in-the-armor crap. i'm really dreading this next semester based on what i've had so far this year... lots of bad luck. but i know i can't approach it with this defeatist attitude. i must approach one area of my life with the game face and the other completely vulnerable ( Read more... )

You know, I don't really know what I'm doing at any given time. Some people and corporations have personal mottos and mission statements and stuff. Mine is probably "I'm just winging it," or "Amelia Northrup: a fly-by-night operation ( Read more... )