sometimes i think i just want things because i can't have them. I know that's whatit is, and yet I can't stop wanting it. I know I'm being selfish.

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I've eaten like, 6 banana chocolate chip muffins today. I guess it's ok because last week I went to the Health Center and I had lost two pounds despite the fact that I've not worked out in a month and ate a whole gallon of ice cream last week.

Life is good.

Oh man. Tomorrow is the one-month anniversary of my relationship with Helmut, i.e. my pneumonia. Worst anniversary ever. So far in this month, I have gotten C's on two midterms, had a CANCER scare, two phone breakdowns, one in-person breakdown, broken too many promises to count, and several incidents where I have been unrationally bitchy--just not ( Read more... )

Today I realized that most of my own problems can be solved by simply helping others. I can forget me this way. Perhaps that's not a healthy strategy, but nevertheless, compassion is something must bring back into my life. It's not that I haven't had it, but the fact that I have not sought it out. It gets lost sometimes in the noise of the everyday ( Read more... )

I found out today I have pneumonia. Great. This is officially the second worst semester ever.

My Personality

Neuroticism

36
Extraversion

87
Openness To Experience

77
Agreeableness

31
Conscientiousness

87

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When I've been away from writing for a while I forget its value to me. That's one of the only regrettable things about majoring in music. I would like to make a resolution to do it more--start one of those composition books (that by now reek of high school to me) and just... go. Unfortunately I know myself well enough to realize that I rarely ( Read more... )

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