im a mess to be made.

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so today was the second day back to school. and im really trying to get back on my whole goin to bed at 10 waking up at 630 thing. and its really not working. as you can see its 10 till 11 and i am wide awake. anywho.. hope everyones xmas was good. mine was fine i suppose. i was sick most of it though. i got alot of good gifts. no new car though ( Read more... )

so iam home, sick today. i feel so horrible. i had a pretty fun weekend ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving.

sorry i havent written in a while.
i will soon.promise.

have a great day.

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my mom says i have separation anxiety ( Read more... )

Well ive been at my dads since friday. ive only seen him yesterday mourning for like no lie, not even five minutes, maybe two. i love my daddy so much. im worried about him. i wish him and my stepmom would stop acting so damn childish and just get back together. either get back together, or get a fucking divorce. because this separation shit is ( Read more... )

today is my moms birthday. woohoo. me n my sisters waited till she went to bed last night and then decorated the house. needless to say she was surprised this mourning. which is great. my card made her cry she said. i guess thats what i was going for? who knows. i love my mommy so much. she is the best. and i could never ask for anything else. ( Read more... )

Thirteen random things you like:
01) Diet Pepsi
02) Sleep
03) Kissing
04) Cinco
05) Teddie
06) Pink Coach Purses
07) My Pink Coach Purses
08) Desert
09) PopTarts
10) Music

11) Concerts
12) California
13) Your Mom

Twelve random things you want:
01) Lots of Stuff from the Coach catalogue
02) A new car

03) New CDs
04) A new job
05) Friends

06) Money

07) New Clothes

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there is so much shit that is going through my head. me n my mom have been fighting so much. sometimes i just really dont want to be me anymore. things between my dad and stepmom or whatever the fuck you want to call her are at a "standstill" as they call it. omggggg why cant things just go back to normal. a year a go my life was perfect. and in ( Read more... )

k everyone im back now, i had been spending alot of time on my space. but im back now, lol. well i have an interesting story to tell about today.. so me thomas went to the millenia mall today, to look for homecomming dresses. i found one, and ill post pictures after! but on the way home we ran out of gas! hahahah on 528. talk about scary. so we ( Read more... )