when i thought *it* was out there

[roughsex]

the danger in being smart is realizing you aren't that smart. this takes a moderate amount of intelligence as well. it's a terrifying feeling sometimes. i usually wake up and stare at walls and try to make sense of how lonely my life is at the moment. i write in a physical journal that is mainly concrete evidence i am still breathing. it's

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[moonatic_]

I agree. Asking is never the problem or a cause for self reprimand. Not asking is the beginning of death.

[piedpiper]

don't talk in past-tense, ever. you will keep going because it's destiny, my love. be gentle to yourself while you're getting there.