ucf fucking rawks and i cannot wait till i leave. only like 2 and a half weeks till i go. come august 17th, ill be in a car on my way up to my new home away from home. i couldnt be happier for it either. im very happy to get out of miami and start a new life. finally i can escape the drama and shit thats been going on in my life the past few ( Read more... )

i leave to ucf tomorow for a few days. should be interesting.summer has really flown by. .

it has been a very long time since ive used my lj, but since lately ive been having alot of downtime and such i might as well put it to use. i sit here in my room at 3:00 in the morning forcing myself to get on with life and face all that im going through with strength. today i opened up to my dad about my situation and every thing im going through ( Read more... )

i miss her and it hurts so much. . .

finally got into college. which means i may be leaving this hell hole after all. two more to hear from. looks like i may become a seminole.

damn im bored. its 2:47 and my lil cousin just left. cristmas break has been eventful, but when theres nuthing to do theres NOTHING to do.drives me nuts. again here i am procrastinating on finishing my college applications. im not gunna go anywhere becuz i keep waiting till the last minute to send out my shit. i dont know i procrastinate like i do ( Read more... )

. . . . round two. . . .

Its just too much to comprehend at times. . .

its over. just like everything else i have ever layed eyes on i fucked it up again. i loved her. i loved her. and its over. i dont fukking get it. there was no warning. there was no clues. she wants us to be ok but i dont see how itll work. how can u be JUST friends with someone u are in love with. i hate using that word-love, becuz it makes people ( Read more... )

i dont think she likes me nearly as much as i like her and that could be a problem.