I was just getting ready for bed, brushing my teeth in front of the bathroom mirror. Cynthia was just behind me, putting lotion on her face (yea she does that). Then out of the corner of my eye I noticed her look down at my shoulder … She looked at it for a moment, then this really sad look came over her face.

I have probably only seen an actual sad ( Read more... )

Most of the time when John picks me up to go places he throws out little compliments like, "You look nice," or "You're looking very pretty tonight," and then, now and again, he'll say nothing at all. But tonight I got something new entirely. He glanced at me, said, "Hello Rowan," and then he did this odd double-take and exclaimed, "Wow, you look ( Read more... )

Well, I'm better now. Still don't know what the feeling was about, but it was probably something I passed over without notice, like how Ben has changed or how many people were at the open house that I didn't know. I managed to get rid of the feeling, and with that gone, I was impervious to whatever caused it, as far as I know ... Unless I'm ( Read more... )

Starting this morning I just got this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and it's done nothing but grow since then. I don't know what it's about, what it indicates, whether it has anything to do with anything, or what it might mean ... it's just there, like a sore muscle that I can't reach to massage. This is bugging the crap out of me. Whatever ( Read more... )

Thursday phone, Friday game, Saturday open house, Sunday church and phone, Monday online, Tuesday online and soon ... makes me happy.

I have a wonderful new bike. I've named her Guri.

We need to move already so I can get a job so I can get a license so I can get a car ... Don't get me wrong. I don't *want* to move, but because I know I'm *going* to ( Read more... )

I'm so busy I don't know what I'm doing writing on here! Then again, I need a small break, and for the few minutes that I have, I might as well update ( Read more... )

I saw an awesome sign at a gift shop in Pentwater on Monday. It simply said "Giggle" and I did. I wanted it. But I'd rather make my own or have one made for me. Then it wouldn't cost $10.

I was going to share some pics from my ginormous weekend, but I didn't really get any on my own camera - I was always using Andrew's. So I'll get copies and post ( Read more... )

I was reading about Gideon in my Bible today, and I was struck by something in particular that I found very interesting.

It has taken God’s word, plus three tests (the consumption of his offering and the two trials with the fleece) to convince Gideon that it really is God’s will for him to be Israel’s savior from the Midianites. The guy ( Read more... )

I am trying my hardest to be in a good mood right now.

I need to go to sleep and never wake up. But I'd probably have nightmares.

Don't look at me like that.

Ever wonder what would happen if your brain started sending signals to your eyes instead of the other way around?

I'm sure it's amsuing to others. Rachel's twitching again! lol

I haven't seen Drew in almost a year. He has no right to appear outside of a restaurant and stare at me. None of those things did really.

And banging on the window ... As if ( Read more... )