Guess what. I'm back. I'm alone and I am learning to accept that. I want a relationship but not at the cost of my virtue nor a facade to pass the time. But I want what Danny and Rei have. I am now facing a large war in my future. I am bipolar according to the evidence and that means the Navy wants to kick me out of the Marines. I have decided to ( Read more... )

If a friend told you the dramatic and traumaic sory surrounding her chidhood would you then try to pick her up ( Read more... )

So Im pushing all my friends away. and it feels cathardic. Guevara has gotten an attitude that I refuse to accept, Joanne is upset but won;t tell me why, and Ashlie IMed me and we got into it because she not only touched a nerve but once I said ow she pounded on it. but anway I am having poblems all of which stem from women...

So I suck at women and none of them keep more than a passin interest in me. I dunno why or what or who is wrong but I know I have abandonment issues that lead to my being abandoned.

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Hi guys I'm back. I hd a little tie with Sprint getting my DSL up but it finally came on last night. Today I was in San Diego getting tested by the Docs... The 4th... I laughed, I cried, and quite frankly is was best described in the opening lineto A Tale of Two Cities. I met new... friend. that is all i'll say for now... More may come later

I found this in a friend's journal. I wanted to add to it:

God was my co-pilot, but we crashed in the mountains and I was forced to eat him.
I ate of his body and drank of his blood but it was then that the Holy Ghost got caught in my heart and it burned with the trials by fire. To quinch it I was imersed in water but died and was borne again. It ( Read more... )

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So last night Guevara and I went to Church Young Singles meeting and we got trapped in a 3 hour game of "Do you love your neighbor?" I'll post the rule for that game later but it was the most successful activity they've ever had. Guevara (aka Jeff) was in his pleather trenchcoat/robes w/ his brother's $150 Force FX Light Saber and I was wearing his ( Read more... )