I bored. At first being off and alone was great. I caught up on my reading and sleep but now I'm just lonely. Chick and Jen are coming up to visit for a bit, which is great ( Read more... )

... but thats about it. The surgery on my knee went great and they didn't have to repair as much as they thought they would so thats good. I actually got to come home Monday night instead of stayign which was awesome. Thats also partially because my mom is a really well known phenominal nurse and they knew I'd be very well taken care of. I'm in ( Read more... )

Ok I'm having a moment. a moment when I'm close to tears ebcause I'm so stressed about my stupid surgery. I guess its not really the surgery, its everything else. Like how I feel like an idiot because I'm not contributing financially to our household, I can't cook, I can't clean, I can't look after Addy... I'm just freaking out ( Read more... )

So my knee surgery just got bumped up to Nov 3. Thast awesome! I'm off anyways so the sooner I get it fixed, the sooner I heal. Im really worried about the stress this is going to put on Tom. He is going to have to look after everything for at least 3 weeks. Im most concerned about him hearing Addy in the night. He doesn't hear anything and ( Read more... )

So after yesterdays 'letter' I talked to Tom. He kind of evaded the convo at first but then later he went on the computer adn read it for himself and he was mad. He said he would deal with it ( Read more... )

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Maybe its because everything is hitting at once, but will I ever catch a break? I feel like my nice tight little ball of life is unravelling at record pace ( Read more... )

So life fucking sucks right now. I don't think anything else CAN go wrong. MY maritral problems with Tom are so much better, so thats an upside. He still has stupid moment but I think I threw his ass out of the dream world he was living in and he realized he really needed to step up ( Read more... )

Ok so life is slowly getting back to normal. I moved back into the house Tuesday night and things have been pretty normal since. We've had a tense moment or two but when I was in the wrong, I apoligized and he did the same when he was in the wrong. I think it was a total wake up call for both of us ( Read more... )

Ok I promise a real update sometime before the weekend is over... but this stolen survry will have to do ( Read more... )