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[roxanathedork]

i think i just cracked last night. i am sick of not being able to sit in my boyfriends arms because it hurts too much. i couldnt take the weight of his arm on my neck or the pressure of his fingers on my shoulder anymore, when he hugged me goodbye, i just started to cry. I SHOULDNT BE IN THIS MUCH PAIN. my back, neck and shoulders should not be

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[_dahne_]

I hate that I don't know how to help you.

[roxanathedork]

You can always make me smile. <3

[livinindapast]

stop it stop it stop it. you're making me cry!! why do you feel this way. i don't remember you like this in high school. is it your dad?? is there anything i can do? i know i haven't really been much help at all lately. but if there is anything anything at all that i can do please let me know. i will leave work without notice and run to you. they wont fire me, im too precious for them to lose...so just let me know k lyss? and is it me, or does live journal have spell check with the little squiggly lines under my mispelling?? i didnt know i could be imperfect on live journal anymore...I LOVE YOU!

[roxanathedork]

its been a lot worse lately, and i am not sure why, which adds to why i feel so terrible. i really do miss you and i just got some money... but i dont know if i have time to come see you is the problem.... but im driving up to SF from SD around january 22nd, maybe i can stop by and visit with you for awhile, i really do miss you. im not saying it just to say it. i miss the talks we had and the music we danced stupidly to and the drinking with all the guys in the apartment and ryan and i want to see sancho so badly. when i have a car up here, i promise, we will both make time to see each other, it will be so much easier.

[80s_forever]

Im really sorry that you are feeling so miserable lately. You have been through so much in your life and you do not deserve to feel like this. You are a great person and deserve great things in your life. I know that we have drifted a bit since highschool. I blame Texas. :) But I want to remind you that i really do care for your well being and wish you the best. I am always here for you. Feel free to call me at any time day or night. Im out of classes till the 8th so its not like i am busy. I wish that there was something that i can do to help. Hopefully you can get some real help when you get back to san diego. There has to be someone somewhere who is willing to listen to you and get you the real help that you need. Sorry but you sound really messed up and you really need to get some real help before things get worse and you develop a serious condition. sorry that was depressing. well i just wanted to say that i hope things get better and a happy holidays to you.

[peterpanswench]

Darling, I do so need to see you. We need to have soup, because soup totally fixes everything. And we'll talk, I get to see my daddy dearest this break too. You're strong and I believe in you whole heartedly.