ok well to anyone that cares....i dont think anyone reads my journal any more.... i broke up with my fiancee we decided to be good friends. i moved back in with my parents and he is staying with his uncle till he can get his own place. i am going to look for a second job so i can save more money for a new car, and a new place and i have decided i ( Read more... )

ok so itsa been a while...like always...but yeah i guess things are not going so well with my fiancee chris and we may be ending things...so i am probably going to come back to my parents house untill i find a place i can afford on my own. i dont know what to say to him...i love him but i cant be with him...he isnt right for me and its in my best ( Read more... )

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hahaha bitches i got a lap top and im going to get internet soon so there!!!! my mom made me take out my lip ring to get this lap top though...boo...anyways im done now

so doing some house sitting for a couple days at my folks....my birthday is coming up shortly....jeff you asked what i want and i want a lap top so you need to send me one by may 31st ha ha ha ha anyways its mothers day tomorrow i gave my mom her gift yesterday though...i have to work on mothers day and its gonna suck cuz we are having this big ( Read more... )

doing good.....working and what not as always, is going to be my birthday soon yippy!!!! 20 years old needo mmmmmm...got a letter from my dad that was cool havnt heard from him in a long time...my brother is getting married this summer so yay for him...anyways just giving a bit of an update.

Well kids Its been six months since Chris and i have been together today....we have to work and when we get off we are gonna go out to dinner and what not. He put another one hundred and fifty dollars down on my engagement ring today :) cant wait till he puts it on my finger....anhow got to go peace

weeeelllllllllll... things are going good right now aside form the fact that we have no money...but my boyfriend just put 200 dollars down on a ring for me and it is soooooo pretty i think i am the happpiest i have ever been in my life so yay for me.

.........AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........ok i feel better now

ok ha ha ha been a long ass time since i have updated ( Read more... )