Should I consider myself dead?

It's something I've been thinking about for awhile. I'm a 'part' of another person. So what does that mean, exactly? I am that person, and since they're alive so am I? I don't know, it's a pretty stupid way to live, to be honest. I accepted it before because I had too, not because I wanted too.

....

Happy birthday to me.

Here, Roxas, just to show how much we shympathize with your current situation, have a bloodbath!

.... I'm getting sarcastic.

I'm going crazy, aren't I? Great.

Everything is just useless, isn't it? It seems like everywhere I go, it's just a neverending cycle of nothingness. I feel like in this place I'm just fading into the walls. Granted, I guess all I really do is fade away, isn't it?

Was there ever a point in all of this?

I guess I'm giving up.

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What the hell am I supposed to do, Riku?! Do you expect me to have any idea what's going on!?

Someone, anyone, tell me where Sora is! I need to know!

It's times like when there's a heatwave I appreciate the fact that I don't have to wear my organization cloak 24/7.

Axel, I feel for you.

( Private for Axel )

I've been having these memories floating into my mind lately, and they're not mine. I think they're Sora's again, which really makes no sense, because he should have his own memories if he's here, right.... ?

Maybe something happened. Do any of you guys know? Riku, what about you?

Maybe I should listen and take some of those stupid phrases you hear into consideration. You know, the ones that are really dumb sounding, but always end up being right? Yeah. Those.

.... Though it'll just end up being the same way it always is. With me shutting my mouth and not saying anything, still.

I've been thinking about it a lot lately, and I don't know how it is that here, I can seperate from Sora. On a technically, I shouldn't. But then again, in this world, what is 'technical' anyway? Everything is screwed up in ways that are hard to even think about ( Read more... )

I wonder over time if the influx of people is going to increase. It really does seem like more and more people show up everyday.

Riku, you're an idiot. I just wanted to let you know that. If you're going to talk about something, at least make sense.

( Private to Axel, unhackable )

Are you kidding me? After being with the Organization for so long, whatever that Church is trying to preach is useless. I've heard better or worse from Xemnas.

Wow. It rains almost as much here as it does at home.