so basically, its my senior year, its 2nd semester, and i havent updated this bitch in so long. its weird to just suddenly remeber i own one of these. its cool tho ( Read more... )

friday ( Read more... )

well, its been forever and a half since ive updated this thing. i kinda miss it to tell ya the truth. but its like myspace has been taking over my life. oh well, time to re live this old lj. cuz its fun ( Read more... )

sooo....weekend was tite i think. so here goes.

friday:

went to school. had a half day, was fun. then after scool i went with mars to jamies bday party and godfathers. we accidentally got there a little early so we drove around to the water front and took pics and i really like that girl. then we went back and people were there. me and mars ( Read more... )

so this was an odd weekend i guess. but mostly im just freakin missing you know who ( Read more... )

so, yesterday, ryan broke up with me. why? too long of a story. ask me sometime. i dont know what to feel. it has happened before, and i was depressed for days, then we got back together. i felt so special, but now, its different. it seems i dont know how to please him, and that everything i do is stupid. i love that boy with all my heart, and i ( Read more... )

today was silly. my mom dropped me off at nays and i tried to get ryan to go to a show with me but he didnt want to and i got sad. grr at him. then ian came and we all went to club adrian cuz CLAYMORE was playing qith red light murder the capgun a kissfarwell and this otehr bad. it was rad. i got in for free as always. lol. there were soooooo mant ( Read more... )

so....yesterday/last night was.... totally AMAZING!i spent the night at nays the day before and then my friend JESSY who moved to japan like 2 years ago, came back! it was so rad cuz i havent seen him in soooooooo long. hes so cool. then ryan met us at subway and we all hung out a little. then me and ryan split and went to safeway and bought ( Read more... )

so today was a great day. i was sad cuz i didnt get to go to my fav band in the world, underoath, becasue ryan didnt wanan go with me, but i completely understand. he came over and we hungout at my house for a while trying to think of things to do. we stayed here for hours just cuddling and makingout and all the boyfriend girlfriend shit. haha. but ( Read more... )

WOW.......its been SO DAMN long since i wrote in this thing. but ya...things are okay i guess. ive had a few break ups, and make ups...all with the same boy, and were together...again. and its great. but i feel like theres something wrong...like with him. i dont know. spring break is next week and im so excited. its cool. umm...i dont know what ( Read more... )