Why am I so fucking depressed? I can't go through a day where i'm just like "I really don't want to get up tomorrow" or something like that. I find that my friends think that I'm annoying. I just wish these feelings would go away.
~Jp~

Let's see I have two jobs now and that's driving me crazy I suppose. Um... let's see... I'm tired most of the time and not wanting to go to work. I think that I have senior class pictures in like a couple days but I'm not sure, i think it's like the 12th or something. I don't really care, I don't want to be a senior, I kinda just want to be out of ( Read more... )

Oh god... I'm tired as hell. I want sleep... oh well. Life has been interesting, I suppose. I haven't been doing much except for working... and that's okay. I'm going to start to become a crew-trainer. That will be very fun. Then I can help the managers do shit. I'm not sure if I'm above team member... but everything will happen sometime between ( Read more... )

Ah I'm in a good mood sorta. I've had time off of work to actually do stuff and hang out with friends. That's been a nice change of pace from being at Taco Bell everyday. I start up again next weekend, and I only have a week left of school. It shall be marvelous. Well anyways I need to cut back and party it up. L8tr.
jp

I need sleep. But sleep won't come.
~jp~

Eh... junior years going by really fast and i'm glad because this year was the hardest fucking year. It sucked. Oh well... I'm bored so... i don't know. Lol bye
jp

Ugh... I am very tired. I don't know why i am writing this but i am. I just took a placement thingy in spanish and it wasn't too bad... i just want to go home and crash. *Yawn* oh well i'll be home soon. then i can crash. Yesterday i did something stupid with my pills that i was taking and i can't remember before 7 p.m.... scary! I heard that it ( Read more... )

I feel sick all the time. And I know why... but i really can't say on here. I'm not bullemic or anorexic or anything, but it's definitely taking a toll on me. I wish i could get this away... or take a pill or something. But it's not going away.... well anyways class is gay and tonight im' going with tim, amber, and this kid jeremy to the mall. It ( Read more... )

All right. Spring break is this week and i only have one class left, and after that i have to go to work. Bleh... but on saturday i get to go to the mall or something... that'll be kewl cuz i think that we'll go to the fox valley mall, and go with two of my good friends, or just the joliet mall. But it shall be good. Um... let's see... i might go ( Read more... )

Okay I'm really sick of working, I mean i'm getting like 300 dollars a paycheck (well my next one will be anyways)but it's taking a toll on me. I guess it's a good thing that spring break will be in less than a week. I've just got to work my ass off on Monday and Tuesday, and then the next couple days will pretty much be blow off classes. And if ( Read more... )