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Say Goodnight
I don't latch quite like I used to. My laziness is starting to permeate every corner of my world, and dates with promise get a shrug and a casual text. Breakups get a shrug and a casual text. Every day, my tan gets better. I smoke cigarettes in my chaise and conduct imaginary orchestras. I throw my hands up and smile and lip-synch along every time ( Read more... ) -
I thought I'd get back on a lucky run.
I want to be the girl in the car. I want to be the girl in the cheap motel room in the Cohen Brothers' southwest ( Read more... ) -
Wow....
I was buying a bottle of whiskey to share with my fellow concert-goers a few weeks ago in San Francisco. I was informed by the kind man behind the counter that i looked AMAZING... for my age. I am 28 ( Read more... ) -
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Why I thought anything would be different this morning is anyone's guess. I still want to lose myself in an imaginary man, I have a hangover so bad that i actually want my mommy, the thought of smiling is excruciating for reasons beyond the dryness of my lips. I want to be crushed by your (yes, YOUR!) sweet caress, and yet here I remain, sorely ( Read more... ) -
NYE or something equally unimportant.
Color me unimpressed, 2009.
Assessing the year gone by during winter is likely a miserable idea, considering how tired i am of being alive by this point in the season.
I would wish for everyone that they start the year by kissing the one they love in a pure and hopeful expression of sticky sweet optimism... except that my year started that ( Read more... ) -
...and i don't know if i'll ever be back again.
I suffer from a chronic inability to stay ahead of the coolness curve. I follow DJs on Facebook, hoping to find out about the coolest parties before everyone else does, only to realize that I'd rather be home watching Law & Order than be the oldest woman in a bar full of skinny hipsters.
Most of the time, anyway.
Every once in a while ( Read more... ) -
The Best
Listening to my "Loved Tracks" station on last.fm, I heard this one and remembered why i put the little heart next to it ( Read more... ) -
Met a girl who knocked me offa my feet/ trade her for the hooker that said i was sweet...
"Give up on what you like ( Read more... ) -
Hm.
As nice as it is to be liked, i'd rather be liked by someone worth liking.
I can't abide the idea of a man so hooked on rescuing women that his life is a bit of a disaster because of it.
However dark i may seem, i don't really need saving.
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If i focus on what i *CAN* have, will i be happy? Even if it's not exactly what i want? Is there merit in trying to shoot the moon, even if it means i'm alone most of the time ( Read more... )
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