wow i feel almost wierd updating this thing. i am a true myspacer i guess now. although i dont really want to write the things i'd write on here on there ( Read more... )

its never easy to accept change. going back home to fort myers after this week is going to be a wake up call. granted i've loved every second i've been in chicago, i've also had my heart broken. something i always wanted will never be. but you know what? everything happens for a reason. excuses are excuses. and thats all they are. nothing more, ( Read more... )

i still cant believe its true. he isnt going to be at my wedding. he isnt going to be there to see my children, to see my finish school. i want him ot be there. he was too young to go. it isnt fair. i should have gone up there, not partied all night. yeah thats right i partied all night long which is why i was not there the day he died. i just ( Read more... )

so i've had the flu for the last week or so. i finally made myself take a real sick day and have been sleeping and watching movies. tomorrow i'm getting a facial, fill and pedi. then its christmas!! yay! i need to clean my room out in a big way today. but i might just rest and watch more movies!
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3 glasses of wine, + 1/2 a bae + 6 beers + vodka and cran + partying at bennigans w the most random people + thanks andrea for the ride = a crazy drive home, but i think im gtonna be fine.

Christian LOUBOUTIN shoes are better than SEX.

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yesterday...work w/ liz...olive garden--too much food, too many champagney drinks...then to matts, run errands, smokey bones to meet shannon...more drinks..to fridays...see brian, katie, brandon, the skank...drink drink drink...to matts. shannon is sleeping in adams room...since 5am...she has to work at 11. i do not have to work and i did not sleep ( Read more... )

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