well today im feeling much better and working for my dad all day. 8-4...blah. im so bored. theres only so much you can do on the computer before you go crazy. but the money will be good. im buying a new pair of hudsons today so i def need moolah. my cars in the shop for crappy car related issues. should get it back today. matt hurt his eye but ( Read more... )

so last night i just hung out at matts like always. i went back and was reading entries and i really wasnt happy with him for a long time. so maybe its better we're broken up but still together. now i want to be his girlfriend though. i dont know if we'll ever get back together, we've been thru everything together ( Read more... )

im at matts we're drinking and hanging out and smoking gang cause i yaked it all up. i really love him. he stood by me thru think and thin thru everything. hes the love of my life and someday i hope we'll be clean and sober and married.

im a bad influence on myself. yak on a tuesday. yakity yak yak yak.

so a couple weeks ago my mom and i joined a gym. i've been going but i know im not pushing myself hard enough. cardio is a bitch. i am so out of shape. tomorrow im doing weights so maybe those will be easier. muscle does burn more fat than cardio. time to get funnies.

well i got a job...maybe two. the first is doing front desk work at this no name salon in nofo. the downside to it is its ghetto and in nofo and the commute woouldnt be a fun one. the other maybe job is at vincents. i am waiting for vinny to call me back about coming in for an interview. i have until tuesday(when im supposed to start at the first ( Read more... )

right now i am waiting for my dad to get home with pizza. my aunt took me out to get a pedicure and moose is with matt and i miss him! he's getting so big, like 25lbs now. other than that as soon as i get a job i get my own apartment so i need to get one fast!

so gainesville wasnt all that great. the game was long and it was a lot of hanging out with people who i wasnt that comfortable around. i used to be so outgoing. oh yeah and on top of that matt thinks i cheated on him. we didnt get into a huge fight about it though. thank god. i'd have to just say fuck it. like i ever could say that ( Read more... )

so basically.
i ate a bunch of bars and lost my mind.
two weeks ago
i left town and went to gainesville.
where i was pushed almost over the edge by a little pompous asshole.
i do not respond well to threats
needless to say they have my shit and i am in fort myers living out of my car mostly. a shower here and there. i've slept at matts the past ( Read more... )

i moved to gainesville. i live with david. i dont know what the hecks going on, im broke, trying to be sober, and killing time. if ANYONE is going home for the weekend (to fort myers) please let me hitch a ride! i have to get home for melissa and dan's wedding!! please help me out!