I'm addicted to the empty feeling!

I'll do anything just to feel completely empty!

It's a high for me...

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I wish I wasn't so busy ( Read more... )

Good Monday Morning to you all ( Read more... )

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Go here and hopefully it works ( Read more... )

Ok ok I'll admit it, I guest I have been "in hiding" or avoiding everyone and everything! I just can't bring myself to write when all I am is a big FAT failure right now! I don't think anyone really notices anyway so it's no big deal!! So I just spent the last 4 frigging hours trying to catch up on everyone here...so there isn't much time left to ( Read more... )

Ok so now that I have my voice back and my life is a little more back to normal...whatever 'normal' is anyway, I thought I would take the time to write! What a crazy two weeks, I sang for my friends wedding and it went fine...yay! I sang "Feels Like Home" by Chantal Kreviazuik (sp?). Then I had a 20 reunion thingy for my best friend to go to and I ( Read more... )

WHOA once again it's been awhile ( Read more... )

I spend my days walking around sad, like I just can't stop feeling disappointed in myself for not achieveing my goals and giving in to my hunger. No it's not even that, it's a huge lack of SELF CONTROL. What is wrong with me??? It feels like I have this black cloud hovering over my head day in and day out. I don't know how to explain it really ( Read more... )