We took our girls to a hotel on thursday night to spend some time together as a family, it was nice! My 7 year old LOVED it because she could swim all night and then lay on the bed and watch TV till she fell asleep! My hubby took the little one in the pool too and she liked it but it was a bit cold for her. I would not get into a bathing suit for ( Read more... )

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I know I SUCK!! I have neglected this place and all my *friends*...I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I have this annoying way of making myself think that the ppl that care about me really DON'T! My head is messed, I am aware of that fact & I am willing to admit that! In my last entry I was talking about my bestest friend "G", how I was offended and a tiny bit jealous at the way he just took over the situation with the girl I was helping! Anyway I ( Read more... )

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I don't really feel like writing but I will! I was doing so well with the food for the longest time I just wasn't hungry...and then I had to go and blow it! I had these cravings and I just kept giving in :( Not a lot but just eating things that I would never normally even consider eating and that's ticks me off! I hate when I give in to my self ( Read more... )

Ok so in case anyone cares, "G" and I are fine for now! It's kinda too long to get into but he called me again and I just gave in and acted like nothing was wrong. I know I wasen't too convincing because at the end of our conversation he said "so is everything else ok with you?" He has this amazing sixth sense to see thru everything even when I ( Read more... )

Yeah that's right I am such a dumb girl, I gave in and left him a note to say I had come by to see him and blah, blah , blah. I gave in and went to see him and he wasn't there so I left a note to say that I was there to see him and what happened to "going out for coffee huh????" ...I care WAY too much and for what ( Read more... )

All I want is for you to care, someone to care! Is that asking too much? Apparently! I am sick of basic talk and never really getting under the surface. Every time I talk to my best friend lately it's just idle chit chat and I HATE it! I am trying not to be pissed that I have been waiting almost NINE months to talk about a letter I had written him ( Read more... )

Ok I don't do this very often but I have been eating way to "normal" for my liking! When I have a normal meal I panic and I have to get rid of it. It's like a switch ores off in my head and I start to FREAK out about the food that I just allowed in my body. Anyway I have purged twice in the last two days...yuck, it's so disgusting. I HATE that. ( Read more... )