I've decided I'm the kind of person who needs structure.
Structure keeps me going.

I love the feeling of down town and the diversity and the atmosphere and the art and the museums and all the education that is offered in an urban environment.
I always told myself I could never work at a white collar job, but now I can sort of see it.
This internship ( Read more... )

I felt you in my legs before I even met you
And when I layed beside you for the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart, and I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Flew home, back to where we met
Stayed inside I was so upset
I cooked up a plan, so good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you.

I hope it stays dark forever.
I hope the worst isn't over.
I hope you blink before I do.
I hope I never get sober.

ohh and  by the way.. once we get a divorce rate among heterosexual marriages to be less than 50% then I think we can start bitching about gay marriage.

My brain is just bouncing from one thing to another and I need to write it down so I can remember it tomorrow. But I need to save some of this focus for my research paper. I like that we can choose who we think is most influential in our society or aspects of it. I really hope i didn't get poison ivy from the bamboo forest. but i wore shorts. so i ( Read more... )

mr easter put a boot on my car today and all the kids gathered around my car like it was doing some kind of circus act ( Read more... )

I find passion in bizarre ways and I wish I could channel 10% of this passion I've found in to science and mathematics because it's just not there and I can't be successful in what I love if I can't manage decent grades in whats required of me. I miss dance, but being in senior company didn't feel like how I believe it should. I shouldn't feel like ( Read more... )

I wish I weren't dreading opening night so much. And I wish I didn't like a male cheerleader. And I wish I didn't know Taylor before Ashley. And I wish I weren't failing Alg. II because I'm really a smart girl who doesn't see the benefits in applying herself to such things as mathematics. I owe a girl three dollars but that's the least of my ( Read more... )

i could honestly kick myself day in and day out for sounding like such a wimp.

i just get so pathetic at times like these but when i have a good rehearsal its a good night.

i'm such a little kid, and i want to have more than a barely earned diploma.. bigger better better.

I'm up in my neck of things to get done.. but of course I'm not doing it.

I'm on live journal writing about it.

lalalalala "charlie don't say a word because i know exactly what you're going to say. i've been thinking about it all day... you're going to start off with MM THAT HEAVENLY AROMA is that perfume or is that you and then you're going to look ( Read more... )