Today is one of those beautiful days where you wake up for a short day of work and nothing is wrong, like the weather knew everything was going to be okay. I let it all go, I know the truth is what matters and no matter what happens it's always going to be known. There's a lot I want to redo and keep doing in my life and I can't seem to find that ( Read more... )

I really hate everything about my life right now, and I think you both know why. Which kind of makes it more worse. Sometimes you can be so afraid to let go of what you thought you knew, you'd rather let it kill you first.

So myspace isn't working, so I thought I'd return to my roots. I have a job again. I'm a teller at bank of america which honestly I don't totally dig but I get paid good and there's good stuff that comes with it so whateverr. Weird huffing and puffing nights seem to be this summer. Everything reminds me of him its so disgusting, like even a slurpie ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure Jared Leto crawling on the floor saying I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you on the inside is quite possibly the sexiest thing to happen.. ever.

I'm such a coward. I wish anyone would be standing outside my window holding a boombox blasting whatever song just as long as they really meant it. Starving, scared, and full of hope to reinvent everything.

So my life is totally upside down. Not in the super depressed tragic way, but everything is just so different. I live in Torrington now which is seriously just so stupid and boring. It's like theres nothing here its just so empty, I still haven't gone out looking for a job, but to be quite honest i'd prefer to remain a hobo sponging off of my mom ( Read more... )

Today has been such a something corporate day I can't even fathom it. I think this is the first time in a while I actually have something to update on crazyy. So yeah I got my license today about time geez, so I had a celebration with Rachel and Dizzle and it couldn't have been anymore perfect. And i'm working at best buy now which rocks I actually ( Read more... )

Today I got some old pictures developed and I just looked really hard and thought, what happened? I really never thought someone could feel this way, like I don't wish this on anyone.

and I really don't care if I never wake up again

official New Milford High School Graduate right here, I really never thought i'd see the day with all the school I missed but yo here I am. The grad party was awesome and yeah I definitely haven't slept in a day sooo, mad update-age and picture-age laterrr.

Well I somehow made it, school's been out for like two days. Things have been crazy for a while but today is the first time in a long time I felt alive. It was so gorgeous out today, before work I just sat out on the patio reading and smoking and it was just really nice. Everything's gone by so quickly I haven't really had time to be like wow after ( Read more... )