so its been like over a month since ive updated...well lets see ( Read more... )

so whats been goin on lately ( Read more... )

So things in my life havnt been going the way i want them to. guys just suck really bad. the one relationship i thought would last ended very badly. i thought since there was another guy interested it would help me get over the other. but it didnt. i find myself still crying over it. even tho i know i shouldnt and i deserve better. so thats it for ( Read more... )

I just dont get it? if i call my boyfriend all the time he gets mad or he never answers.. so when i dont call him at all and wait for him to call me he gets pissed and doesnt want to be wtih me anymore? exactly waht have i done wrong here?? i dont understand. im tired of puttin everything i have into makin a relationship work and gettin nothing ( Read more... )

I GOT A TATOO!!!! YEAH!! how could i have forgotten to write about that.. hmm.. i got it like a month or so ago! i got it sometime between me and phil ending and me and tony goin out lol its really cute.. comment and ill show u the pic of it!

So heres what all happend this weekend ( Read more... )

soo.. my ex didnt cheat on me.. i over reacted and listen to stuff that i shouldnt have... anyways weve been on good terms since the break up. weve still been talking every day.. except for today.. i leave for the river tomorrow morning at 6am. i cant wait!! its going to be suuuupppppeerrrr fuuuuuuun!!!! im kinda hungry right now.. i wanna do ( Read more... )

i cant even begin to describe the pain i feel right now.. its just that im hurtin soo bad. i put everything i have into a relationship and try to be the best girlfriend a guy could have but in the end i ALWAYS get screwed. ya know breakin up is already hard to do but its worse when you find out someones cheating on you. it just makes the pain like ( Read more... )

oohk so i totally left out stuff that happend b4 my last entry lol.. well there was prom!! we got a suit at the hamptons it was greeeeeat not really lol... well everyone was in our room and the cops got called.... then the manager kept on callin... people were drunnnnnnkkkkk... it was crazzzyyyy funnnn!!! lol hmmmm... what did i leave out?? weve ( Read more... )

Well.. i just have to say that it has been a really long time since ive updated. Well.. lets see Phil is over.. lol could you have guessed? i did have aboyfriend for about a month.. his name was Tony.. i really liked him alot.. but we ended things cuz he didnt think it was fair to me becaus he worked all the time and never got to see each other.. ( Read more... )