HOLY Shit.

One-Way tickets to Salt Lake City are 300   fucking dollars?! That is Ridiculous!!!!!!!!!

ugh The economy is disgusting right now. How the fuck am I supposed to become a responsible adult in today's world when if you are not already rich there is no fucking way to keep ur feet on the ground! Everything, every single thing.. gas, food ( Read more... )

10 hours. 10 more fuckin hours. wow.

awesome.

i can't believe i'm finally going home. and i'll be 21. and shit.

i hope everything falls together smoothly.
*Crosses toes*

Fuck girls.

 FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKK!!

FUUUUUUCCKK!!!

FUUUUUCCKK!!

GOD I can't FUCKING Do this anymore

What the fuck.

It's fuuuuuucking SOOOOOOOO fucking HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!! UGH

You could have it all.

Yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I'm moving to Austin on Thursdaaaay.. thursday thursday thursday.. Fuuuuuuck Yeeeeeeeaaaaaa

And I stepped from my car and it started to pour down rain.. pouring... and that my friends is a sign from God.

Is there a limit to how many times you can recover after ur heart breaks into a million pieces? after so long don't you start to loose a few piece here and there a few under the coffee table, maybe a couple swept under the rug, a few more too small to even see? Once you finally get it back together there has to be a few gaping holes here and there ( Read more... )

I'm in totally and complete ciaos in my life right now. Somehow, in Utah, I always find myself trying to determine which wrong choice I have made that lead me to my current self-hating morbid state. God only knows which one it was this time... considering I have yet to make a correct one ( Read more... )

I figure its time to do one last update.. maybe make sense of everything or at least get it all out there.
(let me just apoligize now as to how fucking long this entry is... so im really sorry! but its the last one!)It all started about 4 months ago Right here... on Livejournal. I just read through my entire journal which started at the beginning ( Read more... )

HI HI HI TALK TO ME TALK TO ME TALK TO ME! OKAY OKAY OKAY! WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERTHING I SAID I SAID I SAID WAS IN WAS IN WAS IN THREES THREES THREES.... WOULD YOU WOULD YOU WOULD YOU STILL STILL STILL BE MY BE MY BE MY FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND ??? K K K I'M I'M I'M DONE DONE DONE. RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT NOW NOW NOW ! ! !