Dont think i cant see through people.  Because...well, i can.  And im very good at it too.  Its hard to fool me.  In other words, think twice about your actions.  And ive been soooo good the last like, year - (aka: freshman year).  And ive put things behind me and tried my best to forget.  But some things, they're just branded into your brain.  ( Read more... )

but there you go and im not done
you're waving goodbye
but at least you're having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me

do i care for maine right now?...no.  I dont.  Sorry.  I dont care if the trip is on or if the trip is off.  I dont care if the trip is occuring or is the trip is cancelled.  Im not kidding.  I dont care if im not ( Read more... )

Maine.  February break.  Skiing.  Snow.
[omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg]

Those words like make me sooooo excited.  I cant freakin wait!!  Like 8 hours away from home in a cold cold cold place but with cozy clothes and blankets and fires.  And a nice small group of people to be with for a good 6 days and a good 6 days of bonding.  Like, being on the ( Read more... )

im afraid i can see right through you
im afraid i have to face the truth
why did you have to tell those lies
just to make me feel important

i think i know that you didnt mean it
i think i know that you never will
but whyd you have to go out of your way
just to say those things to me

those things, they were so sweet
those things, they made me feel good
but ( Read more... )

"beauty queen of only eighteen
she had some trouble with herself
he was always there to help her
she always belonged to someone else"

"You're my good feeling..."

Oh yeah, bad news. Bad bad new. Terrible news: my dog, Baxter. He went to the vet today, and he has something on his neck. It is either a cyst, or a tumor. He is getting operated on tomorrow, and hoefully nothing goes wrong during the surgery. We wont find out until a week later. If it one of them, i forget which ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling that people are judging you?  That they are possibly saying stuff about you?  And you wanna find out if they really are, but you don't know how, because the one person that you would usually turn to, well.. you arent as close with anymore.  And did you ever find it hard to read people?  You don't know what to expect from them, ( Read more... )

things are getting worse... even deeper and darker, and... scarier.

"don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it.."
        ---because i know you dont

Soccer game yesterday. Me and Megan went up and played a little. Of course we played more than we thought we would because we played Soloman Schecter and we killed them. I scored a goal, so im happy about that =) And i got like nailed by someone right in the back of my leg/knee. Soccer today, played for my real team. WE SUCKED. No offense, ( Read more... )