Okay okay. Ski club signup yesterday. Awesomeness [not really a word, but i dont care]. Umm.. i went late since i was talking to my french teacher. From what i can tell, its a pretty awesome group AGAIN!! We got some more people, and the people we have returning = amazing, lol. How i loved killington. I can go on and on about it. But i dont ( Read more... )

Arite, arite.. so im in desperate need of a new background.  Nothing has been new lately, and who really cares.  Umm...the change in weather [to cold] has been causing some immense pain in my knee.  Kudos to beth for giving me her doc's number.  Ehh arite well i have a game tomorrow against Mountain Lakes [possibly?]  I think we may have a chance ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling kinda "down" lately.  I dont know why, but i just have.  Im just like.. sad, upset.  I guess for a few reasons.  Im usually so full of life, and lately, i havent been.  Kinda scary i guess?  Ehh, maybe not.  Im not sure.  Ive been doing a lot of thinking lately and i guess thats been bothering me.  Like, my lifes so boring, i guess ( Read more... )

Definitions of dream:

• noun:   a state of mind characterized by abstraction and release from reality
• noun:   a cherished desire

Yeah notice it says "release" and "reality".  It says it in this real definition that dreams are not reality, or real.  It also says "desire", which is something you want.  So i dont even see the point of having dreams ( Read more... )

why are people so incredibly unpredictable? not really unpredictable but so...difficult, to read. Like they are sooo blind and not even able to realize something that's right in front of them. Like, why? It's soo aggravating and irritating.

Well i really havent updated in a while.  Friday night was awesome.  Got dropped off at the park.  We waited for more people to meet up with us, and then we hung out by the lake on the benches and talked and stuff like that.  Hmm.. then we went to the dock - well, we broke in :-x  .. im over it.  But it was awesome.  We just sat on the dock near ( Read more... )

I'm sorry
I heard about the bad news today
A crowd of people around you
Telling you it's okay
And everything happens for a reason

When you lose a part of your self
To somebody you know
It takes a lot to let go
Every breath that you remember
Pictures fade away but memory is forever

An empty chair at all the tables
And I'll be seeing you when all my days boil ( Read more... )

ahhh my layout is so boring, im sick of it, but i dont know what i wanna change it to.  Any ideas?  I have soccer again tomorrow.  It is only one session though, from 9:00 till 11:30.  From then on i have it from 3:30 till 6:00.  Hmm.. tuesday is our first scrimmage.  Its only for varsity though.  Im pretty sure conlan is having me play with them, ( Read more... )

im scared and upset and angry and confused and i dont know what to do i need to talk to someone but theres no one to talk to and i dont know what to do

Today was our last day of double sessions.  I thought it went by pretty quickly.  Yeahh, 2 weeks is a long time of running and all that, but it went quicker than last year.  Hmm.. after our morning session we went to Jess's where we ordered from Forte.  Uhh, yesterday we gave out uniforms and teams.  Im a "swinger".  Last night i had my MRI and umm ( Read more... )