hawk nelson "smile its the end of the world" PLEASE anyone thank you

having that blank entry box is really intimidating you know? i'm done with being a senior. school is miserable and i cant live at ursuline anymore. i hate being treated like a 3 year old. its absurd. maybe i act like a 3 year old but still. um also i cant be around girls anymore. sometimes in the cafeteria i just look around and realize that there ( Read more... )

even though on my religion project i named my daughter Kira Jordan, i have to name my first born Penny lane. I can't not. all i want to do is take a bath but i cant bring myself to go downstairs and just do it. i really dont have an interesting life.

i'm not happy and i know what i have to do but i dont want to

i really have learned that i dislike new years. its overrated. and the end. i'm not making any resolutions they're stupid. i'm not really in a good place right now as you can tell probably by this blantant negativity but things are not the way i want. they need to change.

mmm new layout maybe i'll try and use my livejournal

so today waas the weirdest day ever. ever ever. i went to the dinner with mo and that was fun. then we met up with kieran at starbucks and this homeless man wouldnt stop talking to us. that was weird but seeing kieran was really good. bleh then just hung out at alexs but THEN i had the weirdest run in with people night ever. at where else? the ( Read more... )

i landed myself a boyfriend. hes super and makes me glad.

i havent posted in literally months and theres nothing really to talk about. a lot of stuff is going down with senior year and college things are really stressing me out and everyone else. summer was pretty good i got to have my last summer in montauk with ali and we made the most of it ( Read more... )

my moods are ever changing i

feel
super lonley.