ok next time you want to say something about me ( Read more... )

its nice to know that i am worth it to you anymore.
i want to believe you're just saying that to make yourself feel better
or so i hope.
today has been a very depressing day.
ehh i wish things were like they used to be.
i wish i could be happy again.

I'm sorry!
i will always love you ♥

SOMETIMES PEOLE SAY THINGS THEY DON'T NECESSARY MEAN.
OR SAY THINGS THEY WISH THEY COULD DO KNOWING THAT ITS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.
A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO I TOLD MYSELF I WASN'T GOING BACK TO SIMI ANYMORE.
I KNEW DEEP DOWN I WASN'T GOING TO BE ABLE TO DO IT BUT I SAID IT ANYWAY.
I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT I COULD JUST FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING. 
EVEN IF I ( Read more... )

i FUCKiNG LOVE SONYA PEREZ!

"FOR SOME REASON iM FEELiNG....
UTTERLY AMAZiNG.
AND VERY HAPPY.
MY LiFE iS...PRETTY SWELL
AT THE MOMENT.
(MiNOR UPSETS...BUT WHEN YOU'RE
THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES
ABOUT THEM, THEY'RE NOT SO
iMPORTANT.)

iSNT iT FUNNY HOW
LiFE CAN CHANGE?

LiKE WHEN LiGHTENiNG HiTS SAND
AND iT FUSES iNTO GLASS
FOR EXAMPLE....
[[A FACiNATiNG PHENOMENON]]

YOUR ( Read more... )

♥ So I haven't written in so long but I think I am going to again. It might help. I don't know why but for some reason I have felt so depressed lately. I don't think I have any reason to be either. I think I miss the security of knowing that someone cares about me. Also this girl kinda hates me. She always has but she told Mike that I'm a slut and ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in here for a long time. wow. anyways a lot has been happening. i have been hanging out with heather a lot. but i am so happy that it is winter break. i have been staying at my dads house. its been pretty cool because sam has come up surfing and i've gotten to hang out with him. and heather came up and stayed with me one day and we ( Read more... )

so i have a wonderful AP bio test tomorrow that i am going to fail. i am so excited. not! i have given up on studying for it too. i attempted studying for 2 hours and it just made me really tired. so i decided i am done. the last test i studied forever for i got a 56% on and then the next test after that i didn't study as much and i got a 62%. so i ( Read more... )

Friday night was gay. ehh... don't even want to talk about it. then on saturday i woke up at 6 in the effing morning because i had to be at school at 7 am for my soccer games. The first one i only got to play half of the game because i got to the fields at 7:15 and we were supposed to be there at 7. Oh well. Ok so the first game we won 1-0 we ( Read more... )

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♥ Jess