I find myself back here.  It's been a while and things have been up and down, and not in a good way.  Yes, I still have a boyfriend, but I'm not sure that this is what I want.  I've been told by many that know him that I can do better.  But I've dug myself in deep here, we got a house with the understanding that it would be for us and his son. Well ( Read more... )

Yeah.. I haven't been back here in a while. Always things are changing... I'm still in the same place of work. I guess that's a good thing. I ended up getting a gastric bypass last month. It's been a little over a month and I've lost 35 lbs, no longer diabetic, and actually fit into my clothes again. It was something that I had to do to prevent ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've been back to visit this! I even had to go back and reset my password since I had no idea anymore. The internet world has passwords everywhere I kinda have to guess between all the ones I can think of! Hey people!!! It's been about a year since I've been back! Lots of things have happened. One of the last ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since i've posted here, and no, it's not b/c i have another blog elsewhere, but i've just been plain lazy!!! I just got DSL today, so so far it's been ok. I do miss the AOL chat rooms. :-P So I've moved up in this world. I'm now officially a PR Bond officer. I have a caseload that people have to report into me. Still no " ( Read more... )

So I had a birthday this past week.. It was kinda neat.. because since it was in the middle of the week, I also got to celebrate on Friday as well. The girls at work wanted to party since it was also one of the other girl's birthday on Saturday. We had a breakfast thing at work, then headed out to The Coast on Friday after work. It's this little ( Read more... )

ALright.. so I'll be 26 this month. I've been working really hard and going to school. I'm thinking that I need to see if I can find a really flexible part time evening job. I wonder if those exist ( Read more... )

Yeah I know.. I'm still here... hanging on by the "hair of my chinny chin chin!" I started school this past week. I'm taking 2 classes again. Except one's an Internet class, and the other is on Saturday. Not exactly the typical school schedule, but it was one that wouldn't interfere with my work. Work has been just that... Work. And then we've ( Read more... )

So I had a comment from someone that didn't have the guts enough to actually say who they were, so they chose to be anon.... the problem with the comment was that it lacked any sort of intelligence. I can't stand to have stupidity where I don't want it. If they want their stupidity out in the open, well.. then they better get their own journal. I ( Read more... )

So I think I should try for a personal record... I need to keep track of the guys that seem interested in me.. but then stand me up. Yep... it's been about a mth that i've met 2 guys, but then when it seems to be that things are looking up.. and I start to get excited about them.. they let me down just like every other guy. I was talking to this ( Read more... )

OK... so it's Friday night. What I kinda hate about it is that I know that the weekend isn't really anything I look forward to anymore. I'm usually left out and left alone at home. I've figured out that I don't have any real friends. Not even my best friend is a real friend to me. We hardly ever talk. If we do talk and he calls her, then she ( Read more... )