Tuesday... 2 down, 3 to go.

[roxymor21]

So yeah.. I was cleaning my office.. and packing everything away. It's kinda weird... making a change again and watching everything around me still go on.  This is coming to an end, and it's kinda sad in a way to leave the people I work around.  I have to say that it was finally good to work around people that made being at work worthwhile.  I also

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[lanajax]

ah ah ah, belittling yourself is not allowed. you tell yourself that you got this position because you deserve it. get out the mirror (...i'll wait..) look yourself in the eye (...DO IT, i said) and say outloud:

"I got this position because I deserve it. I deserve to have good things happen to me."

yup. (butidounderstandwhatyoumeanaboutthefear)

[roxymor21]

"I got this position because I deserve it. I deserve to have good things happen to me."
Alright Lana, I agree with that.

I'm scared because it's a new place. I know one person there, and I'm gonna have to earn my money. I know I can do it and that's one thing that upsets me about people.. especially my mother.. she told me the other day that I better enjoy it while I don't have to do much. The one thing that my mother has never bothered to understand about me is that I'm very proud of my work. I did this all by myself and that's the greatest, most dizzying feeling. I'm sitting back and saying Whoa! to myself... that.. and I don't think I'm going to get to wear jeans to work as often :-P ok.. i'm done.