hi. my name is melanie. and the fucking world revolves around me today. if you don't like it. kiss my ass. i'm going to eat popeye's until i explode. because i feel like it. and i want to get dressed up. i think i will just because i can.

ps - i would like a baby cheetah. just like the movie duma. except i would name him simba. ( Read more... )

its definitely a conscious decision. and i will not let it destroy me.

my fucking birthdayyyyyyyyy is friday. call me or come see me <3

ps - i love my tattoo. even when its all itchy and peeling. that just means its healing:)

i hate mother's day.

if you aren't busy with your mom today. you should drag me out of bed. because that is where i will be. all day.

i'm a tough bitch. yeah. that's what i told myself after the tattoo today. it took about an hour and a half. its an alligator. all in black with a tribal design on the inside. (because its based after the native american animal totem of the alligator.) it wraps from the top of my left boob. (over my heart.) down and around, ending halfway ( Read more... )

..."angry" and "pissed off" are interchangeable with "hurt and don't want to admit it". but i feel more empowered than angry hurt today. though i still have no idea whether this hurt is justified. i could tell if i could just see your face ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! i am so fucking angry. and fucking. UGH. i just can't fucking stop talking about it. i'm completely past being worried. now i'm just fucking angry. and i don't even know if its justified. but i don't care. i'm fucking pissed for ever being hurt over something so stupid. over something that might just be all ( Read more... )

he breaks every preconception i've had that boys are incable of feeling. i was wrong.

this weekend. was quite possibly. the best weekend ever. well. i consider my weekend from thursday through sunday. and. not because i was off. a mixture of things ( Read more... )

it amazes me that everything can change in only a few short hours. last night, i went for a drive and i started crying. i was thinking about this line from a movie. "Every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that's on the worst day of my life." and i was crying ( Read more... )

where's andrae ( Read more... )