i've been upset a lot lately. and sometimes i feel like i can't be happy. like i won't let myself be happy. and i wish that somehow, something would just make me happy. then i remember how lucky i am that i am so blessed that the only thing i have to worry about is unhappiness. its not fair that i cry over how i feel inside, when people all ( Read more... )

oh ben roethlisberger.

i hope they find you face down in a ditch tomorrow. then those fuckers will have no chance in hell at getting to the super bowl.

oh pittsburgh. i'm going to burn you to the ground. well, not my favorite shopping areas. just the steelers' stadium.

on a happier note, the panthers won:)

Before you look at this entry and think, "Wow. I don't want to read that long entry," or "I'm bored, so I think I'll read this," allow me to give fair warning that this entry, in its entirety, is my opinion on scientology. I'm extremely opinionated about everything, as well as educated about everything I have a strong opinion on, therefore I ask ( Read more... )

i should have answered differently.

i am slightly disgusted at the exorbant amount of money i spent on absolutely nothing i needed today. but only mostly. because on the other hand, i got some fucking sweet shit:

rainbow stripe bra that matches my panties (Victoria's Secret)

red and white boy shorts with writing all over (VS)

blue and white boy shorts (VS)
black and white polka dot ( Read more... )

it was a super christmas. the christmas started off with a bang...ashley, brandy and i watched south park christmas episodes, including ashley's first time watching the critter christmas. its creepy. we wished each other merry christmas, and finally left to go laugh at ashley's lights once more. they were re-ghettofied. exchanged gifts and ( Read more... )

today, i got into, what ashley calls, a "verbal sparing match" with a shoplifter. i hope they didn't get to steal anything. the little bitches. it kinda makes me want to quit my job and work somewhere where i can stock and do nothing else. because then, i wouldn't have to see people ( Read more... )

in about 6 minutes, i should be at jillian's for the "office" christmas party. we all know my daddy doesn't own an "office", don't we? but, they insist on having one anyway. unfortunately, i will not be attending. why? because the food sucks. and so does the company. but only half of them ( Read more... )

my year in review. stolen from jana's journal. (take the first sentence/paragraph of the first entry of each month and repost it for a year in review!)

january
mood: depressed
music:none
i'm so homesick. and depressed. and i just don't want to be here right now. but everyone tells me it'll get better soon. i hope they're right.

february
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i really have nothing exciting to update. some people are really stupid and just don't get it. or they're pussies... i almost quit my job about a week ago, although i don't remember why anymore. maybe it was longer...i hate that i hardly ever just wear normal clothes its always work clothes ( Read more... )