I have a new livejournal, pstfuckthat____ . It'd be pretty rad if you added me. Kthxbye.

drink down that gin and kerosene,
Alex

I was reading the older entries I've put into this journal, and I realized how clueless about life I really used to be. I had a really good cry last night just to let go of some things. It wasn't bad though, it was actually good for me. I let go of my past; all of it. I want my life to be different from now on. I don't want to be the person I used ( Read more... )

School sucks. It seems like i can't wait til' each weekend just so i can have a breath of fresh air again. The first few days of school people asked me "Oh, you went punk?!?" I was looked at them for like 5 minutes and then said "Went punk? You're an asshole." and then walked away. What the fuck does "went punk" mean? It's like saying to someone ( Read more... )

I'm back for buisness, kids. This update is WAY past due and i'm sure you all are wondering what goes through my head these days.. but that's even a question i wonder myself ( Read more... )

Yes, i know i know. I am a lazy peice of shit, and i'm okay with admitting that too. Summer ending makes me sad, which makes me lazy. God, i have lame excuses ( Read more... )

Wow. Today is the last day of one kickass summer. I'm gunna miss it so fucking much. I'll miss sleeping in, going to bed at 3AM, surfing Spring Lake with the SL crew (THIS IS HOW WE DO IT IN SL! haha), all the crazy times with Emily and Amanda, sleeping on the couch, THE 2004 OLYMPICS AND MY MICHAEL PHELPS ♥ and most of all: SUMMER BOYS ♥. I had so ( Read more... )

Well i got back from Cape May today. WOW. It was a crazy three days down there. My hotel was right across the beach, which is excellent because i can go surfing any time i want. There is lots of cute boys down there =]. They're everywhere too. They're out riding their bikes, walking around, in my hotel, and out surfing. It's heaven. I met this one ( Read more... )

Hello ej-jay world. My summer still consists of loungeing around the house and late nights with Dave Letterman. And an occasional surfing expedition to Spring Lake every two days or so. This summer was amazing. I've achieved so much. I've broken my sleep-in record (old record: slept til' 3:45 pm, new record: slept til'4:12 pm). I've also become ( Read more... )

Oh gawd. This is officially the last full week of summer. Next week i'll be in fucking school. This is horrible. I love sleeping til' one. I love surfing at Spring Lake with Mandi and Heidi. I love watching the Olympics and Michael Phelps's sexy body. And damnit, it will all be gone soon. I better be getting my school card shit in the mail soon or ( Read more... )

Hello all. No, i don't have some sort of lame exuse for not updating this time. I just got too damn lazy. I tell you, summer really gives you some extra time to be extra lazy. Well anyways, i've realized something. I've realized that my friends mean more than anything in the world to me, and I would probably be a drunken farmer out in Arizona if it ( Read more... )