your never out of my thoughts, ever...

yea. so im at school. its nice here, but i miss home. i really dont have toooo much to post right now.
i think things are getting weird, tho, no matter how much i see you, i still feel like were really far apart. i dont like it...i think its begining to seperate us, already

i love you
but i dont think i could ever express how much.

i leave tommorow and i havent packed a single thing yet.
i really dont know how this is all going to work out. i keep running into stef everywhere i go, which only supports my theory that we are/think exactly alike. thats reassuring. im glad im rooming with her.

i want to apologize to everyone for my behavior lately. i dont know what im doing. im going numb, i just dont care about anything, i just dont. to be honest i have no drive to do anything asnd if it were an option i would probably sit on my couch stare at a blank wall, and not move all day. i dont know what going on with me. im not sad about ( Read more... )

i am foolish ( Read more... )

i think that an update is long over due. this will probably be a long one ( Read more... )

my life is now complete

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i feel like im wasting so much ( Read more... )