My birthday is very very soon!!! Its next tuesday the 22nd!!! ill be 17!!!!! how.......kinda boring and nothing to be excited about b/c now i can get into R rated movies that i was already going to see anyway. but.....YAAAY.....still exciting....anyway its my day and if anyone trys to mess it up God will kill you. b/c its K-Y-L-I-E-'S DAY!!!!

I like they way things are going...except one thing...but besides that everything is awesome. Life is good. Ive started to figure things out and where I wanna go in life and what I want to do..Its really exciting...Its weird how God can take something bad that has happened in your life and turn it into something good or helpful...even though its ( Read more... )

what have I done????......

Im Lost... In More Than One Way.

its sad how the people you least expect change....and when u realize that you have changed as well....times change and people change....it kinda hurts to know that things will never be the same....the memories are just memories now....like this really really makes me sad.....it just hurts so much...to know that it was all pointless...it just cant ( Read more... )

alright let me correct myself..its not so much alone....but more confused....i dont know what i want. or who i want i guess...i dunno its weird..

i know physically im not alone....but i just feel alone. its a weird feeling.

i miss being a kid....everything was so simple.

Im so overwhelmed right now. 3 book reports or essays due within a month. thats crazy. plus the 6th grade try outs are keepin busy. thursday is the student leadership conference im pretty stoked about that......so much is on my mind right now too..im alittle freaked out..i dont know what to do or how to handle it. definatly caught me off gaurd....

well nothing to exciting has happened lately...im actually pretty busy nowa days...with school...school is super stupid too...so many rules and honor cards and homework and just stuff..im currently in charge of the 6th grade try outs which is really....interesting! i have to get up early tomorrow to go up to the school to finsh the try outs..my one ( Read more... )