i move out tomorrow morning.

i am very, very nervous about this. i don't want to start packing up all my things because once i start, that's it. i leave and they get unpacked in new york.
i said goodbye to katie and teresa this morning, melissa tonight. i guess the sadness of it didn't really occur to me this morning, because we're always leaving ( Read more... )

this past week has been a whole lot of "lasts". it's a weird way to experience life, considering most people live life by their "firsts". my last saturday night in the city. my last trip to the shaws grocery store. my last monday spent at berklee. my last few rides on the T. i've resolved to not listen to anything even remotely slow or sappy this ( Read more... )

i'm writing to say a few things.
1. there is another new baby in the family! her name is meatball and she is a perfect little kitten and a real, live angel. shes home with evan now, they left me on sunday and i felt so sad and lonely. i can't really put into words how cute and wonderful she is. she's in love with him but hopefully we won't have to ( Read more... )

i've spent a good portion of the day watching the live 8 re-runs, being as i was at a graduation party last weekend and missed the broadcast. it fills me with such an indescribable feeling to watch music in it's most basic form: to heal, to comfort, to entertainment and to make a change. i had chills and tears in my eyes so often during the ( Read more... )

so what's new, what's new. the summer is moving along slowly, and i'm enjoying my last months and days in boston for who knows how long, maybe ever. i'm trying to appreciate every little thing about it, things i guess i've failed to appreciate in the past four years. i still can't get over the fact that i'm going to be leaving soon. i really think ( Read more... )

there is a bird perched on the tree next to my window who keeps chirping the same 4 notes over and over. i wish i knew bird language so i knew why he/she had to say the same thing over and over again. maybe the bird has ocd. i wish i knew, though.

i'll make a real post soon, i promise. there's a lot of new and exciting stuff to discuss.

cause i'm not scared
but i'd like some extra spare time

i'm home, and more specifically, i'm at evan's, even though he's at work. i eventually have to shower and do actual things today, but it's still early and i feel sick for no real reason at all. so i'm going to update the lj with these tasty little morsels. i just said tasty little morsels.
- i thoroughly enjoy watching the footage of audioslave ( Read more... )

anna left boston today, and we had to say our goodbyes last night, and it was a real wake-up call that college is almost over, and people are going to start leaving soon, one by one. katie likened it to your summer after senior year and before college, when the first one of your friends leaves, and you know it will never be the same again. except ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish that drinking in public wasn't illegal. on occasion i would just like to walk around with a wine glass and do things like deposit checks at the atm and do my laundry. and by "on occasion", i mean right now.