I just woke up from a nightmare. Omfg I was freaked out for a second. In a nutshell, my ex somehow got into my house and tried to give me a ring. I instead through something at him and then he escapes. All I hear after is something about murdering me or something when he gets to his car. Hahahahahaha. No big deal but weird nonetheless ( Read more... )

The sun is an eerie red this early evening. The fires were unimaginable. To hear, feel, and smell the disaster all around you is pretty chaotic.

All I can say is while the fires themselves are bad, they looked disturbingly beautiful. I'm not a pyromaniac or anything but it was just an interesting site to see.

San Diego remains strong.

Birthdays make me sick. Mine in general I'm speaking for.

No I am not pessimistic! I just don't care really. Regular days are easier to manage then when that day comes.

Life goes on and I can't wait once it does.

I'm such a loser sometimes *sigh. No, really I am.

Whatever.

Updating seems to take forever for me.

I'm 21 in two weeks, nothing planned.

I hate bad drivers.
I hate my hair, I need to cut it now.
I need a car wash.
I need a vacation.

Enough said.

Goodnight.

Sometimes I feel like I can't confide to people.

I hate stupidity so much.

So in response to my previous entry, I think I've summed it up to this. I basically feel like I'm either putting to much effort into friendships and then realizing I don't get the same in return or I just feel like I'm getting a lot less closer to people then I was 3 years ago. I almost think geez, I bet if I just stopped calling a number of people ( Read more... )

I'm far away yet so close. Who are my true friends?

to update.

I hate indecisiveness. I am like that to a degree but for the most part, I have changed that aspect of my personality. Why? I find it annoying in others so I don't want to annoy myself lol.

Sunny skies tomorrow lets hope.

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